My Unhealthy Competitiveness is a Manifestation of My Perfectionism

My anxiety makes me a perfectionist and my perfectionism makes me overly competitive.

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I had to delete a game off my phone today. One where you match seashells and sea critters to earn coins and decorate a fish tank. It seemed so innocent at the time. Until I found myself awake at 2 am trying…

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Writer. Single mother to transgender son. Still grieving the death of my partner. Lifelong fighter of depression and anxiety. M.A. in Human Behavior.

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Heather Ashman

Heather Ashman

Writer. Single mother to transgender son. Still grieving the death of my partner. Lifelong fighter of depression and anxiety. M.A. in Human Behavior.

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